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Barely Alive

by No Divide

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1.
Wastoid 02:21
Rise. I need to find mine. Friends. Where are my friends? Where are all my friends? I've got to get in cause the show's about to begin. Where is my dose? You said I'd go first. Fuck it I'll hit this pipe again. Again. Again. Again. Wait. Who are you? Where am I? What is this? Where are all my friends? I've got to get home cause I got kicked out first. Where is my dose? You said I'd go first. Fuck it I'll hit this pipe again. Again. Again. Again.
2.
The Chaser 03:55
Just like that. A flash of a pen. You're in their grip for the rest of your life. They will dictate. Through electronic waves. They will decide who you love and you hate. Teeth will grind. Blood will spill. They will drain you till they get their fill.
3.
You want perfect like the stories you tell. You judge me for getting lost on my journey through hell. The one to blame, the one to shame, I almost died from these growing pains. Holier than thou is who you want to be, how you treat your friends and walk the street. I can see on your face you'll always be the same. Any empty space where you no longer dwell, a friendship lost, but who's to blame? I looked at myself and made the change like the phoenix from the ashes of pain. Holier than thou is who you want to be, how you treat your friends and walk the street. I can see on your face you'll always be the same. I'll be on my way you can remain the same. Burning through the ashes of pain. Rising almost driving me insane.
4.
Running 03:00
Running to a piece of mind that I can't deny. Hiding from the chaos that's buried down inside. Falling down a hole that is eating me alive. Can't escape the enemy that's trapped inside my mind. Running on self will, running on fear, running, make it all disappear. Running on self will, running on fear, running, make it all disappear, running. Run from your problems, hide from your past, lost and confused, how long will this last? Can't face tomorrow, can't face today, can't face yourself so you're running away. Know you're to blame, can't face the pain, so you're running away, running.
5.
Raging in anger decisions made in fear. Living this life your end is drawing near. Silent scream as you cry out for death. Your selfish existence is all that you have left. Running, fighting, push your way through, shove the needle in your arm is all that you can do. Death is going to find you, creeping up inside you, there's nowhere for you to run to. Running, now you're hiding, Reaper's coming there's no fighting, this will be the last shot for you. This will be the last shot for you. This is it, no more fighting. This is it, no more bleeding.
6.
The Silence has been lost, there's nothing to break. Your words won't even penetrate. No safe space is where I dwell. I'd cross every line trying to kill myself. Like a bomb, ignored in time, I will explode. And the silence will be mine, and the silence will be. Mind has been lost, a false escape. Your words won't even penetrate. No safe space is where I dwell. I'd cross every line trying to kill myself. Like all life, when faced with death, can choose to rise. And the silence will be mine, and the silence will be mine.
7.
Get Well 01:20
Wake up anxious and you wonder why you have this feeling that you want to die. Searching, waiting, wondering why. Is there an answer or is it all lies. Try. Try. Searching for meaning you just want to die so you shove down your feelings inside. It's all the same day by day your selfish existence is such a waste. Try. It's killing you, that's exactly what you want it to do.
8.
Barely Alive 03:47
A living nightmare, shattered dreams, turn it up, drown out the screams. Blinding chaos, hit the lights, the sun will set in hell tonight. I don't walk the streets, I gotta hide out, I don't want to be seen. Lost all I know, lost and alone, nowhere to turn to, no place to call home. Fighting. Tear it down, smash it up, like the pain I can't get enough. My brain is swelling, my mind is racing, thoughts are running and I am chasing. I don't walk the street, I gotta hide out, I don't want to be seen. Lost all I know, lost and alone, nowhere to turn to, no place to call home. Fighting.

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Vox/Guitar - Carly
Bass - Kelly
Drums/Vox - Jason
Guitar - Jake

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released June 5, 2020

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Greg Wilkinson at Earhammer Studio in Oakland, CA March 13, 2020.

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No Divide Goleta, California

No Divide formed in 2017 in Santa Barbara, CA by Carly (lead vox/guitar) and Jason (vox/drums). Quickly defining their thrash/punk sound, they easily carved out a place for themselves in the SB/Ventura hardcore scene, playing with bands like DRI and DOOM. After recruiting Kelly (bass) in 2019 No Divide has solidified as a band and together have become an unstoppable force. ... more

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